Saturday, November 25, 2006

guess what. little miss all-her-dreams-are-shattered comes to visit.

my dear sibs. can i ask you all a favor? can we keep this group blog private? i mean, you all know my mom reads my own blog regularly, and there are just some things i so damn need to write down to let go of, but can't because i know she'll make a big deal out of it. i've been trying to find where i can restrict the blog so that it can only be viewed by the authors, but i can't find it. so i thought i'd just go and tell you and still post away.




*i think the way i'm writing all these is influenced by too much One Tree Hill*




well anyway.



sorry for this everyone, i just got to get this out.




i'm hating 'her' right now. i just can't understand anymore why she gets everything that "I" want. as if she hasn't already gotten everything i had ever wanted, she continues on her dream-stealing spree. i know she's not doing it on purpose, but i can't help feeling envious and jealous, and just mad at her. heck, i'm not even mad at her, i'm just mad at what she's doing. i want to hate her so badly but i still can't. so i end up hating myself instead. i don't know if what she unintentionally puts me through should encourage me, or just break me even worse than i already am. all my dreams have almost come true, only not to me. TO HER. and she doesn't even want them as bad as i do. but she gets them all anyway.



darn. guess i ought to explain why i'm wasting space on this blog, which for the moment i have assumed would be accomodating to my pathetic little drama show.




okay. so after she gets to be pep squad star, and little miss hey-ive-got-HERperfect-boyfriend, and the effortless honor student, and the she-doesnt-have-a-picture-with-HER-musical-idol-but-i-do gig-goer , and the object of everyone's attention... she just goes and asks me to teach her MUSIC! guess what, just after i quit my band, which was probably the only thing that would have really given me happiness for the most part of my senior year, she decides to have her own band.




great. torture me more.

posted by riela jae at 6:14 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

swimming during physics

haha... it's supposed to be physics but here i am in front of the pc...swimming..

maybe, i missed blogging so here i am.. alive and kickin' after a total hibernation mode. (although my own blog seems to be dead already!)

i hate goldfish this morning. well, it's no longer news right? i don't like swimming with her anyway... but again, she compared us to other sections who, unlike us, have already put up xmas decors.. and yup, you know the story.. she made pasaring with her fish-bowl-like eyes that we are not like the others. in short, she felt so insecure of the others just because of those lame decors. what do we care, ryt? isn't it enough that she'd seen how much load we have? is she that insensitive? :p

worse is, i was assigned to head the xmas party committee... haven't she realized i am a busy person to be assigned for that?! what happens to that dominant thingy?!

they are the ones who make us appear dominant.

i hate her.

at least, i know she doesn't like me either and most of all...i really don't care.

posted by anthonette at 5:23 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

who's to blame?

i don't know if i should blame nhet or simply myself for the condition i'm my stomach's having right now.haha. i know you got it guys. yup, i'm having the 'official disease' of the SIBS barkada.. the 'd' thing.( it's what we get from the endless munching and mango jellies.haha.) why blame nhet?? or wait, should it be patrick?(peace out nhet!)..know what guys, yesterday, while we were having our lunch, i mean snacks at 12, patrick suddenly came out of nowhere and sat beside me(that is..in front of nhet). i guess you could imagine how 'panicky' nhet was. hahahaha. good thing jo and berna was there to help me tease her. she was blushing the whole time. yup! it's noticeable despite her color!hahaha.after some time of continuous 'her-being-the-object-of ridicule' mode she got pissed of(maybe) and cursed me with these exact words:"joyce sana lang hindi kumulo yang chan mo mamayang gabi kasi nilibre kita no?"..and taaadaaan!..it happened! haha.sorry nga pala nhet..she was embarassed. i know. sorry girl.mwuah! i know naman na................hahahaha!ashu..studies first daw!haha.

posted by JOYCE MARIBEL KRISTIN. at 9:23 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

:) (ulet)

nag-upload na ko ng skin. :) looks familiar? hehe :)



the comments thingy will be back soon. mawawala nga lang yung previous comments, masiado kasi complicated yung code nung default na comments ng blogger, di ko keri!...



anyways. may tagboard na din :) i-edit niyo na lang yung mga laman nung sidebar. hehe.



ami, goodluck sa tin sa physics! haha

posted by riela jae at 5:15 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

well, jst checkin'out....
I thought it's already okay....anyway..who cares?!
At least we already have "invested" something...haha:D
Whoah!I'm alreadyexcited for this!

P.S. arj, thanks for making great things possible......-jenn*wink*

posted by -jenn lusther- at 5:38 AM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

:)

mic test.. mic test...



okay. wala lang. hahaha.



supposedly for college pa yata 'to noh? cenxia na masiadong na-excite! hahaha



;)

posted by riela jae at 6:03 AM